The Resurface of Far Away Friend

Mmmmtay! My life has been pretty boring lately and as I've said on other blog mediums I'm realizing I have way more technological outlets than human ones. So in 2009 I'm gonna do su'm bout that. If I MUST be on the computer and the phone aint ringin and inbox is empty I'ma jus chalk it up to God tellin me aint nothing new for me to kno or to connect to today when it comes to people.

Speaking of....faraway friend is back. I had completely written him off. Not in anger but in "oh well...another one bites the dust, count it as an L and put it on the shelf." Wouldn't be the first time and definitely not the last. But tada here he is again and since I'm in limbo to my new life...I'm primed and ready for someone to come in and DISRUPT that with their personal stuff. (not to be negative, it really isnt a bad thing.) I was glad to hear from him sincerely. Since we started on some "groupie" stuff (long story) I was glad he still considered me friendable! But at the same time putting into perspective the nature of this relationship which is stuck in the world of cyperspace. I HATE THAT!!! I cant help it. I do.
The internet is a wonderful tool dont get me wrong. And I love meeting interesting people cuz all in all we all jus people that happen to have computers BUT if I'm gonna call u a friend. A REAL friend at some point I want to put foot to ars (conversationally speaking). I want to hear ur voice and the inflections in it. I want to kno when ur sad and happy and hear u laugh when something's funny. CUZ WE'RE FREINDS AFTER ALL AND THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS DO!
Either way tho I've realized, my assumptions of certain situations were right. I mean I've lived a lot of life in 21 years and I also have a pretty old spirit so its no surprise. I more cognizant that the average bear of my own and other's actions and the basis of them.
So faraway friend and I are back on (for now). I have a feeling we gots a lot of hang ups, more on his part than mine, but I still pray for God to bless our friendhip and to bless his journey. Near or far, internet or no...if I'm a friend then that's what I am. I love the people I love but I will not take shorts for no-bo-dy!
Not even him.
So till next time...I'll peace out. Oh and I'ma pray on me STILL somehow bein jealous of something I need not be and mindin other folks bizness. Pray for me!
JOBG