So another day another dollar. Or lack thereof should i say. LOL. But I just have to say, I love my momma. She's the ultimate bestest. Even when we dont get along I still understand and respect her cuz I'm SO MUCH LIKE HER. She'll say things out her mouth that I was thinking. Sometimes that's frustrating bc I'll think she's saying it bc she doesnt think I know it. There goes that need to be right again. But through our ups and downs I realize...nobody gets me like my mommy gets me. And I thank God that I have her.
I again was about to slap the taste out of somebody's mouth at work. Some people are just so bogged down in negativity that they just say the darndest things. And little do they know that they may be running into an ass wooping. But I didnt go postal (though I wanted to, my pimp hand was itching) I realize that my time at this place is slowly drying up. God is moving and clearing things out the way to make place for new. And because of that the old is not fitting no more like a too tight sweater.
Im still in my head, still counting the days till I can peace out of this town! I'm so ready for my new experiences, I'm so ready for my new lease on life. I'm so ready to finally breathe! It's gonna be a tough road but for the first time in my 21 years...it'll be my road. All me, all the time. Scary, huh? But as scared as I am I'm READY. Bring it on. God, me and my angels we up for it. So whatchu got? Bring it baby!!! lol.
Still not stunting nobody's man. The male species(as LOVELY as they are sometimes) is not on the top, middle or bottom on my list. I need closure in some areas involving them but after that (breathe in and exhale) smmooooooothe sailing baby. haha. School, work, work, school, improvement of life, goals and success. Might not be some people's idea of fun but after 3 years of wasting my life energy it is definitely mine. MY LIFE here I come.
I still have no new messages in my inbox. It still stings a little but it's wearing off. Day by day, bit by bit, I'm taking my life back. U can't take my joy devil!!!!!!!!!! Until next time
JOBG
Saturday, December 20, 2008
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